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im back being a lyrics freak. fob ftw!

-J

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:)

a few random notes on my observation lately

* i like it when i am actually the “ah moi” who ordered burger at the ramlee stall. i am also the ahmoi at the mamak, the carwash, the kopitiam, the petrolstation, etc. weird thing is, i don’t get the ahmoi treatment when i was in sarawak at all.

* my mum placed a hugeass malaysia flag(jalur gemilang) outside our house. i thought it looked pretty.

* August was the independence month and i remember how every car on the road actually have a mini flag on it few years back. i don’t see any of it this year on any car. maybe i wasn’t observant enough. But yeah, i miss those times.

* remember those patriotic songs they used to air on rtm? they were aired on the exact time everyday, around 6.55pm right before the news at night and i would wait in front of the tv just to sing the song (because i was the nerdy girl in school choir) and then let my mum watch the news. i used to be so patriotic… you have no idea how much i used to love Malaysia.

Dirgahayu Tanah Airku, was my favourite song to date. somehow, it just never fails to plant a smile on my face. :)

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Anyhoo…

random shots of me. wow.. it’s been a while since i actually posted proper pictures of myself here in my blog. Guess what, i also blew up my flashgun last weekend. :( Nothing canon can not fix i guess. will send the speedlite back to canon and see if it’s curable.

and yes, i have aged and look so much older. but i am still the same and i will never believe in beauty creams.

gotta go!

the week is going to be super exciting and i am anticipating to rock and roll !

-J

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You by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full wrong you’re the thing that’s right
Finally made it through the lonely to the other side

You said it again my heart’s in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I’m at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark,
And I’m in love and I’m terrified.
For the first time in the last time
In my only life.

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i am so glad, i made it through the night. sometimes the people you thought you could trust are the people who you should just walk away from. experience taught me to be just an observer, to just walk away, to just leave them alone, disillusioned. there’s no reason for explanation and words. the truth, will always reveal in time.

i hope karma would work it’s magic, as payback, is always the biggest, in your face, victory.

i would say, i am glad, I’ve made the best decision in my life, walking away from the hellhole which was heaven in disguised. I am proud that… I’ve been true to myself, and I know … that there’s always sunshine after the rain and lies… well, the woman who fears no truth has nothing to fear from lies.

living my awesome life with integrity,
Jen

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Hmm.. I think i’m getting too attached to my dog, roxy. Is it a good thing? I guess it is. That’s me i guess, i get easily attached to things that really matter to me. (ie : my car?)
Roxy is down with a rash, from running around the garden too much. and so, now i am worrying. :/

i spend a lot of my time reading about GSD lately. and then comparing the facts to roxy. I am somehow very very very happy, that i have roxy and i wish i can really spend more time with her, and training her. i think the statement that i like animals is not enough to show how much i actually really like dogs (or cats or rats or wabbits or chickens wtf) :) It has come to a point, where i am actually considering to become fully 100% vegan AGAIN.  we’ll see. i can give up meat but i don’t think i can give up seafood just yet :/ (BTW, the pic of the GSD above is sooooo good looking!! such a handsome GSD!!! )

I also found out that my fav actress Kirsten have a GSD together with Jake! lalala! i loike!! :P

Although they’ve broken up but they’re sharing custody of Atticus.

what a waste though. I think 3 of them look like the perfect family.

:)

Alrighty. Just blogging random shits as i was really excited doing more research on my dog’s breed. :)

-J

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i’m back in the game! some time off really helped me replenish some creative juice in my head. am off on a good start and i hope that it doesn’t stop right here right now.

to infinity and beyond!

-buzz jen :p

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yes, i go back so often nowadays i bet i can say oldtownwhitecoffee faster than you average ipohreans out there wtf.

anyways.. i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy that roxy learns so fast!!!! T_T i wake up and the first thing i do is run to her cage and play with her all day untill i smell like her wtf

cute like me. no? :P lalala

roxy recommends jennihsurf.net wtf

i got her this bone to chew cause shes a chewer wtf

brought her to run like the wind wtf at d.r. park. she is now capable of running up and down stairs. :D lalala..  (she used to be afraid of stairs and height :P )

co pilot. :P alert and steady all the time.

and this is.. her gift to me.. wonderful scratches from jumping at me everytime i open up her cage hahahaha :D i likes cause she can jump sho high now. :D awesome!

and this… is how i train her to sit and lie down. with doggy treats. :D i’m happy to say that she now sits and lie down when i command her to. :D

why she so smart one T___________________T happy till terharu T___________________T

my next challenge is to teach her  how to “stay”
need to do some researching on how to teach her that.. any tips and pointers appreciated. :P

till then.

lalala
-J

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Stars bright next to the moonlight, this feeling inside just feels so right, guess i must have done something good tonight.

Starlight on a starry starry night, tell me if i am going crazy and irrational alright, i bet its not a pretty sight…

Starlight shimmering on a breezy night, i wish i knew i wish i fight, for what is worth it and what is right.

starbright shining like you own the night, I know i like, i know i might, fall in love with love, oh shites…

All the stars up in the sky all night, i wish i can have this wish, i wish for tonight.

-J

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anyhoo… things , or rather, clothes that scream me – roxy

anything in black always look classy. i like simple designs with minimalist art,  very much like a minimalist site. :D

all images belongs to roxy. :)

:)

live life.

-J

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i drove back on impromptu because i really miss her. i felt sorry for not being able to spend as much time as i can with her but yeah, i will try my best from now onwards. :)

on Saturday i started training her to respond to her name and also to sit. i guess this 2 will be the easiest and i was actually very happy that she was able to learn pretty quick and was adapting with the new environment. I brought her for a run around my housing area and she was a little scared of the neighborhood dogs. Well… i was scared of the neighborhood dogs as well. They’re too fierce and they bark like nobody’s business. :/ for now, i just hope i get to spend more time with her. :)

here’s a video or roxy sitting down after 2 sets of command.. hehe.. Right now she is able to sit in 1 command and sometimes she just sits without being commanded.. hahha.. :P i think she wants some doggy treats.. hehe..
:)

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till my next update.

-J

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1. my friends have been complaining to me that i don’t really blog nowadays. i guess writing about my eat sleep shit life is sort of very sad nowadays. i rather posts things that inspire me instead. :/ but anyways. here’s an update nevertheless. :) (most of the time, i’m just too lazy to actually, write. )

2. this is the very recent me. yes, i still look very auntie-ish. i gym regularly or, at least i try not to miss any classes, just to sweat a little. i love sweating :/. i think if my right leg wasn’t such a bitch, i’d go gym-ing everyday.

3. work have been good. Creativity level kinda decreased lately as i’m actually doing more research work lately, and trying to learn up new stuff :P hehe. yes, i’m being secretive again. Anyways, if you REALLY wanna know about me and my work, it’s best if you find me for lunch and i can talk with you about work non stop. :) Like what some of my friends say, work is actually my hobby. T_T

4. i miss roxy a lot. i am afraid someone or some other dog will harm her now that she’s outta my sight. my neighbors at home have pitbulls and rottweilers and i am very afraid that they will bite her. :( she is still a baby and can’t even bark yet.. huhu T_T worried to the max! Which kinda puts me into a stressful position actually as i feel that i need to not waste time and start hunting for a place.

5. my health… is getting better nowadays. i have finished my course of chinese meds and i don’t plan to take them anymore. (They’re too pricey anyway T_T). i eat one apple a day (FUJI apples!) and i am starting to master the art of haggling when buying fruits wtf.

6. speaking of wtfs… i think i’m starting to slowly lose the wtf syndrome. THANK GAWD!! T_T

7. I WISH my hair can grow faster! :( it is now at shoulder length on the left side but the right side is just plain pathetic. one word of advice to ANYONE at all out there… NEVER. EVER. SHAVE. ONE. SIDE. OF YOUR HEAD.

8. i need to start dating. :/

9. my car… is still awesome. i think i must go and have my car washed and vacuumed as it smells like roxy now and have a lot of furrrrr on the cushion. :p hehe

10. that’s about it i guess. i’m surprised i made it to point #10. seriously there’s nothing much going in my life at the moment. and i’m actually quite thankful for that.
till my next random update!

-J

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