If you realize the unity of your Self amid the diversities of your surroundings, then anything will not seem an impossible thing to you. Surf. Sun. Sand. Shanti. Ohm.
I had a really bad dream yesterday. :( i dreamt that someone i reallly really reallllly cared about, committed suicide by jumping off the balcony. :(
i just felt disturbed and troubled after the dream. It was so real and scary. But the afterthoughts were terrifying. Just like a nightmare.
i remember i screamed at the top of my lungs and ran … and kept screaming and crying at the same time, hoping it was not true and it was all just a bad dream, until i see the body, laying still…
What a hectic weekend! i guess, in certain ways, my life is in a mess.
i’ve been so impulsive lately, but also, most of the time, just doing what came first to my mind instead of analyzing things beforehand. life’s fun without all the analyzing, but the wrong decisions or actions that you’ve made because it felt right at the moment just comes bringing trouble to your life after that. so dramatic, i know.
i feel the need to find me again. to have better time management. to stop everything for a while and just, you know.. think things through. what is it exactly that i want right now. yes, i have admitted that i am in a mess. But i also need time to figure things out. everything seems to be priority, everything demands attention, and myself… confused and tired to the bones!
can i let go of my life here? now, that’s another question for me myself and i to think through.
and yes, being a libran just makes my life SO easy to go through with.
i guess my next big headache would be, income tax!
blargh. time. i really need more of it.
also some sleep.
and hopefully, a good weather. its getting so hot at night, cant really rest well at night and struggle with the hot, humid weather around. shucks.
Long walks in the dark through woods grown behind the park, I asked God who I’m supposed to be.
The stars smiled down on me, God answered in silent reverie. I said a prayer and fell asleep.
Thanks Chandler for the intro. This song woke me up.
***
Have you ever wonder that maybe someone somewhere in this world might have the same thoughts, feeling, problems, words as you?
maybe he is in africa, or russia, or china .. and at the same time, you and that person think /feel or said the the exact things as you. you are connected with this other person without you knowing it and somehow, you feel that you are not alone.
RECENT COMMENTS