create more happiness for yourself

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:D i am blogging!! :D

a friend of mine told me recently that i should blog more about my sickness wtf so that i can cope better. well.. that friend of mine din’t know i have a blog. :/

so anyway…………

i am good. :) i am eating my meds diligently wtf and i am going for alternative meds (chinese bitter concoctions hurrah). i am also on a very sad diet (die with a T :() now which basically is very depressing because the smell of coffee and nasi lemak every morning from my fellow friends and colleagues are killing me. I keep telling myself to be patience and after 2-3 months.. i will be okay and i can eat all my favourite food in the world again. yes. wasabi included! :) so yeah.. what i need now ……. is to be really strict with myself and say NO.

on the other note… i have missed my adv yoga class for 3 weeks now O_O
i gave myself time to recover my right leg and yesterday @ the gym… i tried doing a split and my right leg just isnt that strong yet/anymore. :( hmm
i also tried doing a milder version (Utthita Hasta Padangustasana) or Extended Hand-To-Big-Toe Pose but yet again, my right leg can just be lifted 90 degrees of the floor. Although it was straight, i can feel the strain at the muscles and the mild pain still. I used to be able to lift it at least 140 degrees close to my head but now.. i just cant do that anymore due to the pain. :( bleh.

i guess i must give my leg some time to heal.

on the bright side……… capoeira is FUNS! :) Challenging and scary but FUNS! :D
At least for the moment, Capoeira is my weekly sport and it is sufficient. I am going to start Advance Yoga again today so *cross fingers* i can still do my regular balancing poses with grace and not squint from my leg pain >.<

and if all's good... hopefully i can run this sunday on KL Marathon! :)

i just got to keep in mind not to strain my legs so much now.

exciting week ahead! i will blog soon. :)

OLA~
-J

miao~

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of late i have been thinking of getting myself a pet.

am more of a dog person but if i can get both a dog and a cat to live under one roof. that would be perfect.

:)

but i guess..

to first fix my home/apmt issues. time to REALLY hunt one down. no wasting time. anymore.

-J

perfect!

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I don’t want half hearted love affairs
I need someone who really cares.
Life is too short to play silly games
I’ve promised myself I won’t do that again.

It’s got to be perfect
It’s got to be worth it Yeah.
Too many people take second best
But I won’t take anything less
It’s got to be Yeah
Pertect.

Young hearts are foolish
They make such mistakes
They’re much too eager to give their love away.
Well I have been foolish too many times
Now I’m determined I’m gonna get it right.

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-J