twenty ten! ;)

First up…..

Happy New Year everyone!!!!!! ;) I hope you all had an awesome weekend there!
So… look’s like it’s twenty ten huh?  Time sure flyby a lil too fast!!! I was trying so hard to remember the best times i had in 2009 and the conclusion? … hmm.. i think i had the best time when i was in BALI throughout the whole of 2009. especially the moment i was diving under the water. cant deny that experience was so thrilling it kept me excited till now! ;) looking forward to go to bali again this year!

and actually… there will be this balispiritfestival going on in march – a festival about yoga, dance and music O_O omgosh – everything i live and breathe about! and the most interesting part is that there will be yoga workshops by world yoga gurus! i dont know whether the ticket is considered pricey or not:- it’s USD390 for 4 days but the thought of over 80 yoga workshops including classes like.. samba yoga (what is this???) yoga dance, yoga dharma… etc etc etc .. all of it made me excited!!! i wanna go so badly! and i think i will go alone! :P which makes the whole thing even more exciting!  im excited even typing about it.
i know its a yearly event but i don’t feel like missing it this year! (hmm hmm hmm .. )

haaaaanyways..

im going to post some pics of my hectic new year weekend from my trusty phone! ;)

on the left.. that’s me on the last day of 2009 wtf. :P and on the right… tht’s my new PF case. :P teeheeeee

had brunch with the snc president mr hebat hahahah wtf and mr asam haha wtf … >< to be honest i like it when ppl visit me in my workplace.. :P

and omg… my much needed comfort food after a horrible week- JAPANESE FOOD!!! somehow those handrolls just made me happy ><

Had a simple celebration over adrian’s place. ate so much i almost throw up wtf and played some games.. check this out. monopoly have evolved into credit cards wtf! i still prefer the conventional monopoly tho =.=

twister! :P haha.. crazy game. .. ushered in new year with my tarots! 2 years back i got “the fool” as my final outcome and this year… guess what, i got – the star!

Basically, The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench the Querent’s thirst, with a guiding light to the future.

:)

on the 1st, early morning i was kidnapped by 2 aliens wtf :P ahha.. had bfast at stevens and after tht headed out to bukit bintang for some shopping :p haha and basically lepak session with my crazy snc friends lol

tried out this cheongsam and apart from the waistline looking horrible… i am tempted to get one for cny this year… :P perhaps a lil workout first.. haha.. i still look horribly out of shape

spend the whole day in bukit bintang, lecka2, and then headed to MSI at nite.. =.= totally zonked out by the time i reach home.

and OH!!! how can i forget…………

i spend a fortune on this new eyes i hv been procrastinating to get

my new glasses from emporio armani :P keke.. $_$ officially broke too! T_T (but then again.. im extremely satisfied with this new glasses! am no longer blindddddd!!!! :P )

play badminton as usual on sat.. :P and after tht headed for my favourite spicy food of the year wtf – CHILLY PAN MEE @ kin kin!

:D hehehhee…………….. i wonder if there is anyone out there who eats kin kin chilly pan mee with more than 4 scoups of chilly flakes like i do.. :P

which i think brings me to my next question :- hmm.. is spicy food bad for health? cause i’m afraid all this spicy food will kill me when i get older.. =.= my wasabi level have just increased beyond human imagination. i cant think of any spicy food tht can make me tear anymore.. =.= *gasp* (i guess the rumour’s true maybe i was fed chilly padi when i was young wtf)

and check this out omg!!! putu mayam!!! i love these!

had a g8t swimming lesson on sunday morning at this amazing infinity pool! kekeke.. :p

check this out .. this is going to be my schedule for january 2010 :P
monday – adv hatha
tuesday – power yoga (opt)
wednesday – combat
thursday – power yoga (opt)
friday – rest :P
saturday – badminton
sunday – swimming

:P

went to service my car which has overdued fer weeeeeeeekssss!!! migosh. and whaduyunoeee… this time around my door latch is broken =.= and needs a replacement part to fix it.
conclusion … proton cars are troublesome!

had my baby washed and cleaned complimentary of the service centre hahaha wtf buthen it rained when i drove it home…

so i washed it again! hahahaa :)

it’s true when they say that i can be a clean freak n sometimes a lil too organized.. =.=

oh.. something funny happened earlier. see that white fan in the picture? it’s a pensonic fan made of 35 effin screws!!!! it was a lil dirty so i tried to un-assemble it to clean it’s parts. took off so many screws and in the end wtf…. i cant wash it cause the wires are connected everywhere!!! :( so i had to clean it with wet wipes and tighten back all 35 screws and when i switch it on.. *POOF* the whole apartment’s electricity went off! :P the fuse to my unit went off and my hsemates have to go find the security guards to switch it back on. phew. i spent at least an hour plus to clean the blardy fan and now it’s spoilt. T_T bleh. thanks to my carelessness!!!

shito. now i need a new fan T_T. lesson learnt. no more pensonic!

Also…
to add on, on my resolution for 2010..

6. ive decided to not buy anymore beauty magazines. :)

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clap your hands, tap your feet, feel the rhythm of your own heartbeat

from under the sea, to the sky above, fill up your cup and the world with love

♥

IN FUN WE TRUST!!!

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and yeah… i guess being positive is the key to being happy :) gotta love and appreciate myself more starting NOW! ;) dont try to bring me down cause my defense is 2x now! ;P tra la la la!

what a lengthy post!

love,
jen

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pocket full of sunshine

Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I’ve had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it’s so unfair
Any day it’ll all be over
Everyday there’s nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
But it starts again
It’ll never end

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What makes me happy?

i am happy when people around me are happy. i am happy when my mum calls or msg me even if its to nag me. i am happy when people remember little details of my life.  even if they make fun of it, it still makes me happy. i am happy when i get to eat my fav food. and my fav food is nothing posh or extravagant. i like cheap. simple. satisfying bites that reminds me of good times with my family and friends. sometimes… its not about the food… it’s about the memories we had while sharing the same food. i am happy when i get to eat ice cream. it reminds me of my music lessons. my mum used to reward me with ice cream after my music classes because she knows i had to practice hard for that two hour of torturous class every week. i enjoy the two hour class, but most importantly i enjoy the ice cream after tht. :D .  i am happy when i see animals. of any type. sometimes i wonder what it would be like if they could talk. i am happy when i get to know friends.. who made it far in life, especially when they started off with nothing. i am proud of their success. if i can.. id like to share their stories with the world. i am happy after a good movie. i feel like i’ve learnt something from it. i always feel happy when i get to learn something new.  i am happy when i find a good shopping deal. better still.. if i’ve made an impulsive purchase which i later on loved to bits. i am happy if my money is well spent on anything at all.  i am happy after my yoga classes. actually, i am happy everytime i sweat.  it just gives me a very satisfying feeling that i have accomplished something… speaking of accomplishment.. i am happy when i work hard on something/anything related to work, and i am appreciated for it after. it doesnt matter if it’s from the bos/fellow colleagues; just as long as my hard work is recognized… i will feel glad.. that i have at least contributed to the success of something/anything. i am happy when i travel. meet new people. talked with people who are passionate of what they do. i am happy when i get inspired. it doesnt happen always.. so when i am inspired.. i just feel happy. because i feel that there is purpose to life. and that it is never to later to achieve that purpose. i am happy when i hear my fav songs. even if it’s cheesy. or pop-ish. remember puff the magic dragon, catch a falling star and sing a song of sixpence? somehow those songs makes me happy for no particular reason. in fact… music always makes me feel alive.. and happy :D .  i am happy when people get my jokes. i make really really sucky jokes.  they’re really lame and .. well. not funny. but when people laugh…. at my sucky jokes………. it makes me really happy. :D   i am happy when i talk to people i like on im. every buzz makes me feel eager to reply on each response. i am happy when people call me to tell me good news. well.. maybe because i dont get that often.. but i am always happy when something good happens. :D it’s only natural to be happy anyways. =.= lol.  i can think of so many things that makes me happy…

but i guess i am happiest … when i get to meet you. to know more about you and being with you.

so tell me. what makes you happy?

-J

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hmmmmmmm

all i need is ….

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hmm.

right now im exactly feeling weird all over.

i dont know how many people in this world could have probably felt what i felt but if i were to describe it in a word… it would be confused.

i am confused of my own feelings. i dont know whether im enjoying it or im suffering. i dont know whether i’m happy or im sad (??? it’s weird i know).  i dont know whether i like you or i dont. i dont even know how to react when people talk to me. am i suppose to reply? or am i suppose to smile ? get even? be the sarcastic jane i am?

the funny thing is..

i dont even know whether i am handling it well.. or im just fooling myself or anything.
:D

u see that smiley icon i just placed… i am actually all stressed out but im smiling O_O am i a hypocrite? altho i know for sure im a contradictor  but now im just a weird. confused. out of my mind. person. O_o

i think i’m holding on for unknown reasons. i love challenges but i dont know what am i facing everyday and sometimes i get so tensed i just dont know what to do. or say. or who to even go to.

all im doing right now is being as positive as i can and hope that tomorrow will be a better day.

hmm. im not even sure that is what i actually want.

but one thing for sure.

i am still me.

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